Tuesday, February 17, 2009

not afraid, reposted 6/9/09

I am not afraid of anything. I am not afraid of death. I will be GLAD the first moment I know my death is arriving at last. Nothing is even real. I am not afraid of any emotion or any possible malice that could be done to me.

It's simple really.

What could be worse than having nothing and no one, besides that which you built up for yourself.
When your own parent doesn't give a fuck about you at all, and the other one is dead.

And when that parent could be paying your way through a decent college education that is necessary in the current economic system of your country, and won't. Just because they hate you and your beliefs so much. And they love their god so fucking much that that is the way it has to be (why waste your time or resources on someone who has willingly rejected the truth and guaranteed their own banishment from any eternal glory or exaltation?)


It's simple really.

One day I decided to reject everything that my society was trying to make me into.
One day I decided to stop listening to everyone's bullshit, and stop being controlled by bullshit emotions. Emotions are nature's lies trying to get you to act a certain way. And I am hated for these beliefs by the one social link you are supposed to be able to depend on for unconditional support.

I am not afraid of death, or anything that might exist after it.

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